I work as a model, but much of my work is based on lookism. Depending on my appearance and age, i will be judged how much i will get paid or not at all. I use lookism to earn wages. To be honest, that's not good for me. Whether I'm praised or disgraced, I feel bad. However, there is no choice but to earn living expenses. The work of the model was started because I wanted to express my body as it is. Most of the photos on SNS have been modified. I'm trying to "resist" against lookism by posting my own photos on social media. I am posting without hiding elements such as extravagant meat, stains, loose skin and poor alignment of teeth. Taking advantage of lookism and resisting it may be strange and contradictory, but it is the only way I can express it now.